多年前,听过一首歌曲《Everything I do,I do it for you》,后来才知道是布莱恩 亚当斯唱的,简洁的钢琴,深情的幽怨,却没有丝毫的埋怨。我曾深深为之沉迷,并认定这是爱的最高境界。
《武林外史》中,除了沈浪,王怜花,不得不提的还有刁蛮可爱的朱七七,历尽劫难情愈笃。那曾经也是我年少时候的梦中情人,可惜被电视糟蹋得一蹋糊涂。
人必定会遇到两难,比方说上面两种感觉,有时我们聪明,但因为聪明也不得不孤独而固执。所以有人会迷失方向,或者,放弃寻找方向。累人的恰好是我们最初的信念。
唐三藏翻译的《般若波罗蜜多心经》说:
菩提萨陲 依般若波罗蜜多故
心无挂碍 无挂碍故 无有恐怖
远离颠倒梦想 究竟涅盘。
聪明的你也必然知道,做到这点是多么地难。任我是如何掩饰内心的酸楚,却无法消弭阵阵钻心似的难受。无论他究竟平和抑或尖锐的听着你说的话,都无法说明他真实的情绪,惩罚在一开始已经确定,醒悟的人应恪守忏悔的义务,一生。"看看我的心,你将发现里头没有任何隐瞒"。呵呵,不过,再也不要你看着我的眼,再也不要你看到我的心了,再也不要了。
《只爱陌生人》版的背景音乐是《轩辕剑 天之痕》的,听久了就会想到拓拔玉儿要死的情景,鼻子酸酸的,想哭,非常地想。
有一种很自私的想法,便是期望你能忘了,好好生活,好好育儿。欧阳锋说,你唯一能做的,就是令自己不要忘记。我想,这仅仅只需要针对我。你若是爱了,也应无悔了,我已是爱了,早就无悔了。再不能让你有牵绊,放你自在地飞。而我只应在深夜静静思量、舐伤,彷徨,虽然知道要做到寂寞这点,同样是极为艰难,但我会在醒后的秽物里,寻找当初在别人眼内曾以为是真诚的激情与感伤。真诚,成了我的笑柄。如果不能,无妨权且也当作一个笑话,如同白日下盛开的夜来香。
今天艳阳高照,远处传来蝉声,不知道晚上是否有白白的月光,眼里能否看到有人在唱曾经熟悉的歌谣。
Look into my eyes-you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart-search your soul
And when you find me there
You'll search no more
Don't tell me it's not worth trying for
You can't tell me It's not worth dying for
You know it's true
Everything I do I do it for you
Look into my heart-you will find
There's nothing there to hide
Take me as I am-take my life
I would give it all I would sacrifice
Don't tell me
It's not worth fighting for I can't help it
It is nothing I want more
You know it's true
Everything I do I do it for you
Oh yeah There's no love-like your love
And no other-could give more love
There's nowhere-unless you're there
All the time-all the way yeah...
Look into your heart baby
Oh You can't tell me
It's not worth trying for I can't help it
There's nothing I want more
I would fight for you I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you-I'd die for you
You know it's true
Everything I do I do it for you
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