She falls on dark days.
They said she has changed.She begins drinking and smoking.She is embarking
on the road of degeneration.She is sinking low.But she thinks that she doesn't
change at all.In fact,her innate character is still nice.There is just the change
on surface.She can distinguish clearly between right and wrong.Because everyone's
sense is different,some people regard her as a bad guy.She cares about it.She cares
about people's view.So she decides to get rid of the dark days.It's also because
of him.She can still remember clearly the night when she saw him the first time
in the pub...
She doesn't want to go to those places from now on.She doesn't want
to live this crazy lifestyle though it's her way to let off.She knows that every
time she go there she can forget the unhappy things through drinking,smoking and
dancing.But she won't go there any more even though she isn't happy at all now.
She thought she doesn't care that whether he leaves or not.But actually,she
discover herself caring about him so much.She always think about him and the things
happened between them.These memories make her painful...
She really doesn't want to live so hard.She does want to get rid of
the dark days.She decides not to think about anything that disturbs her just to
do what she should do in this period.A student's duty is to study and it's enough.
Now she is trying to make her life easy...
